I left McNally Smith recently. I'm already a year ahead of where I'm supposed to be so I'm pretty sure it's okay for now. I just hated that place and I'm pretty sure I had professors who hated me and it just wasn't working out.
I'm applying to different schools now. I'm hoping to get into UMD but will accept U of M TC as a backup option. I'm also veering away from a music major. I want to study political science instead. The music major was making me hate playing and it just isn't worth it. Music is supposed to be there for you, not haunt you.

I'm sick of this whole thing with Josh. I still have major feelings for him. He's such an ass though. I tried telling him everything, and he just blew it off like it wasn't anything. I don't know, it's jsut so weird how it all worked out. He went from being a total sweetheart and seeming really into me to ignoring me and acting so different. I'm almost positive it's because the break between him and his boyfriend ended. I was just stuck in the middle. It would be nice if he would just tell me his real reasons though. It would be so much easier to get over him if I knew.

Work has been killing me. I need a ton of hours but I hate being there. Not to mention my hours each week has become pretty bipolar. This week I'm working 27 hours but next week I'm cut down to 18? I don't get it. I'm getting sick of my manager and boss. I try hard to not let it bug me, but I feel so useless to them. Oh well, I guess it's just a couple more months I'll be working there. And then I'll get to quit and get my eyebrow pierced!

You know what I was just thinking? Isn't weird how they have machines that take bills and turn them into coins without charging you any money but when you use a machine that takes your coins to turn them into bills, the bank charges a certain percentage? Hmmm, muy interesante.... I don't know why I was just thinking this.

Well that's all from me from now. Till next time. Peace.