DeathTSoul

Another day and I’m so tired My heart’s losing all its fire My friend told me, “One deep breath in” She knows how to lift my spirit Until I’m… Flying so high Will I ever come back? If you only saw the life I see Looking through the glass Afraid to touch my world beneath me To feel human again So I sip from the crystal chalice Like the queen I am I’m not sleeping, I’m not tired My heart’s raging like a fire My friend’s there at three a.m. To fill me when I’m low again Until I’m… Flying so high Will I ever come back? If you only saw the life I see Looking through t

What choice is ours When a million voices are screaming in your head? My thoughts are mine But every move I make is a reflection of what you said If you want to be somebody You need to learn the rules They tell me Just sit down Shut up And do as you’re told To where from here? The road less traveled is a lonely path for one To face your fears Is to spit in the eyes of the one who holds the gun A mask is sewn onto your face And it infiltrates your soul So that you Just sit down Shut up And do as you’re told Did I disappoint When I chose to eat the fruit that you forbade? It’s how I learned That nobody can wash their sins aw

There’s no goodbyes - no one last breath He took my hand and said “one day, again” When lies become love, they’re no longer white Just memories in my mind So I’ll save your place For when the clock reaches someday The silent nights grow lonely I hang my head down in ‘feat Pray up to the heavens for What I’ve wanted for so long Mama, please, don’t be sorry My spirit begs to be free Don’t waste time searching for an answer ‘Cause there’s secrets I don’t know But I’m finally at peace I’m fucking crazy, haven’t you heard? Defending my soul to the whistlebl

I'm heading down the wrong path for sure I've packed a lie to sell right to the poor You can chain me but I'm gonna fight I swear I know what's wrong from what's right God, he's made me just the way I am But I'd rather have it buried in the sand You swear it comes as no surprise But shame screams from my mother's eyes The life I've chosen to lead Is far from who I wanna be I'm blinded by uncertainty And no one seems ashamed but me To live is to love, regret, and learn Still I never seem to get my turn 'Cause sin is holding failure's hand And here I am, I'm half a man The life I've chosen to lead Is far from who I wanna be I'm blinded by u

Can I tell you a secret? The winter air, it bites my cheeks A frozen heart can't seem to beat I'm emptier than branches on the trees I can't catch nothing but the wind here I keep my eyes dry in fear of freezing tears With a look in my eyes Watch my dreams light up in flames See me broken, see me burning up away Can I tell you a secret? The sun can't cure the season Not like we've given her a reason That you and I are something to believe in We've been cursed now with this cold Holding stories that should have been told With a look in my eyes Watch my dreams light up in flames See me broken, see me burning up away Just look

My phone lights up a darkened room A song to soothe my nerves 'till more than soon passes When you said you would be back to draw my dreams Well, as tears sting my eyes, there's a burning in your throat Defending me to the stories your tongue twisted and told Well I've hope you've crushed me enough to win you back your pride What a hero, my hero Here we do-si-do again And around and around we go A smile painted on the devil's lips Tasting good as gold Sweet enough to make me forget The dagger words you've thrown You can rest easy this night No need to bother yourself with drunken screams and fights Nothing left to do than to ad

You can't even see in my eyes Remember that when your phone lights up You hold your words up like a sword And you're swinging with your eyes held shut Just let me pour one quick shot to numb the pain And dull the blade as it hits my veins And when you come around to see The giant mess you made of me There'll be nothing left to do but clean The vodka, tears, and blood spilled Never ask questions in hopes you will find Answers that bring you a peace of mind 'Cause bleeding hearts won't fall behind Don't you think my heart's been broken enough? Maybe one more time I was already defeated But stretched a bridge when you caught my

Perfection is staring me straight in the eye Still, I couldn't see it if it were a blinding light Your white might be stained with blood But you're still pure in your movement Spinning on its toes, evil forms into beauty My heart so conflicted with two swans before me Maybe next time I'll save myself and Jump instead… Spreading your wings, your perfect body's against me Give me that bite, seduce me with your charm Letting loose, letting me deep inside of you I'm in love with the black swan Your eyes so red, so dark Piercing through me like a steak to the heart So imprecise, makes for flawless technique The fearless way you

It all falls out of my hands as the sun spins out of sight I had myself believing I stood a chance of winning this fight But now I'm begging for relief - just to bleed away the soul  you left buried deep inside of me That night you stared into my eyes, taking my strength as you came Goodnight has become a lie Avoid turning out the light Clashing melodies with thoughts Sweet lullaby Can't even blink - my bloodshot eyes cause so much pain I'l take the bare amount of sleep, for I fear what I might dream The line of reality has shrunk to paper thin What happens when I can't tell what's real, what's not? Goodnight has become a lie Avo

is nothing sacred to you? guess i'm just confused on why you decided to stay everything is perfect now that i've learned to hide my eyes love comes so easily when words are our disguise what do you expect me to believe is real this time? words sound so sweet when they're drowning in alcohol's lie can't ask for change for your good and bad my feelings should never die holding tears inside to let one drop is my way to say goodbye